Don't Give Up

No matter what happens, it is always important to remember to not ever give up. It doesn't matter how hard the rain, how long the storm; giving up makes you give up on yourself. It feeds your failures and makes them grow into mountains instead of lessons.
I have always given up and worn my failures like an anchor pulling me to the bottom of the ocean. A crazy long precedent to have set for myself all those years ago. A precedent that has made me unreliable,  selfish, needy, dependent and emotionally inept. A mess, it has made me into a mess.
This mess is about to cost me someone important, someone who means everything to me. My actions do not match my words; my dependency slowly suffocating the life out of what's important.
I found this wallpaper that simply says: Don't give up. For me that meant to not give up hope, to not give up on love, to not stop working on being better. Don't give up on correcting the mess that encompasses the entire entity known as me.
This entity has potential, even if nobody can see it. This entity has hope and will never give up.