There are so many words that make up this feeling; dread, fear,
anger and hope. You dread the change; the never ending waterfall of emotional
turmoil. You dread pity from others; having to analyze and understand it. The
fear threatens to swallow you whole; leaving nothing behind but a blackness
drowning in coldness. In time your anger has the strength to melt the
coldness away; replacing instead with a roiling bitterness that swells and
grows to unprecedented proportions. Embattled in the fury of the storm; a
desperate cry for help is screamed over and over until your face is
blueish cast. When does it end; when can I be whole again? Only ONE can
answer those questions you hold inside; and just when all hope is lost, you
realize the TRUTH. That one moment, that one thought; parts the storming
sea like nothing was ever there. That single, solitary ray of hope,
that was almost lost, begins to grow and blossom under the careful hand of
Faith. Washing away the doubts; that hope floods your soul, giving it fresh infusion
to what you thought was forever gone. It's never gone; never doubt it for a
minute that time will heal the horrific experience that wounded your heart.
Ultimately you will discover just how strong, adaptive and resilient
you truly are. It will surprise you; enlighten you, embolden you to reach
further than before. This ending is not really your ending; it is the
place that is your true Beginning. A beginning where there is absolutely no
doubt of your success; no doubt of your abilities. You have become the soul you
were meant to be; capable of fulfilling the purpose of your life. So it truly
is not the end, it is just the beginning.
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